I could really use it right now. All this stress is affecting me so much. There’s financial problems, family problems, school problems, girl problems, and the list continues. This is messing me up in so many ways. Mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally. I need something to give me a boost. I need something so make me happy again. Believe me when I say this, I love God and he makes me happy. Though, there’s still something missing. Like there’s a hole in my heart. I’m not trying to be emotional here, but for real, something is missing.